I'm up early (around 4 AM) as stress and anxiety are churning inside of me. What will today bring? Will my blood be thick enough? Will I have surgery today? Will everything go okay? Will I come back home tonight or will I end up spending the weekend in the hospital?
The doctors have said that my problem is very serious, they need to get rid of the infection and the only way to get that done permanently is to remove the parts affected by the infection. I am not feeling ill right now and I wonder if everything they plan to do will open up another can of worms for me. It has been one problem right after another. I wonder when it will all stop so that I can recover and get on with my life. I need to be counting my blessings. It reminds me of the song, "Count your Blessings" I need to be singing that one all day today and just let Heavenly Father and Jesus handle the rest of the day.
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