Why the title for this blog?

I struggle with staying positive in the sight of adversity. It is very easy for me to dwell on the negative aspects of my situation and miss the blessings that come from the trial and so I will use this blog to help me stay focused on the rainbows of my life.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

The Discovery

There were no obvious warning signs that could have prepared me for what I was about to discover. I felt well, was fighting to lose weight, no cold, no sore throat, no fever, just hot flashes every now and then but on Sunday ,December 20th, 2009 I made a discovery that was about to change my life.

As I rolled over in bed and prepared to get up, I felt a hard lump in my abdomen. I knew it wasn't a six-pack that I was sporting and all I said was, "This isn't good!" My husband asked me what wasn't good and I told him what I had found. He told me that I needed to make an appointment with the doctor in the morning. I decided that I would make a list of things to talk to the doctor about and I would just put that on the list.

On Monday morning I made the appointment. It was set for Wednesday at 8:15 and so I took my list and went in to see my doctor.
I spoke with her about getting my thyroid rechecked and the possibility of getting some repair work done to fix a problem that had returned. She asked if I would like to get that done before or after the first of the year for insurance purposes and I told her that there was one other item I needed her to check out. I told her that I had found a lump and that I knew it wasn't a six -pack that I was toting. She saw the humor in my statement and we shared some laughter but when I showed her the lump in my abdomen she said , "Well there is no decision left to make, you need a CT Scan." She ordered blood work and a chest x-ray and then she had me wait in one of the rooms. As I had not had anything to eat that morning she set me up for a CT scan at the hospital right away. When I was done there I was to come back over to the clinic to see her.

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