Tormented

I have not slept well all night. The thoughts of the drugs that they want to use on me will not let me rest. They are ugly drugs and they do harm to the body.. I refuse to believe that putting toxic drugs into the body can be good. That only destroys the body, it does not heal it. Anything that does harm to the body is not good for you and should be left alone.
I am feeling like I am being backed into a corner. I am angry. I am scared and I am dangerous. I need to find answers. Man does not know how to cure this disease but God does- He is the Master Healer and He has the answers. He is my hope and He is my salvation. I must trust Him with all my heart.