Why the title for this blog?

I struggle with staying positive in the sight of adversity. It is very easy for me to dwell on the negative aspects of my situation and miss the blessings that come from the trial and so I will use this blog to help me stay focused on the rainbows of my life.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Blood Clots

It's blood clots in the catheter, around the catheter and in the main vein going to the heart. So I have screwed up my health once again. The port is causing blood clots but they won't remove it because they still want me to have chemo. Chemo is on hold until they get rid of the blood clots by giving me shots for the next six days and then I will be on rat poison for the rest of my life or as long as they make me continue to have this port in but the doctor told me I will be on blood thinners for at least the next six months.
I am upset to say the least. PLease leave me alone as I am not fit to be near or speak to anyone today. Brian drove me to and from my appointment and it is a good thing because I would have pulled into oncoming traffic. A semi would have made a good weapon

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