Why the title for this blog?

I struggle with staying positive in the sight of adversity. It is very easy for me to dwell on the negative aspects of my situation and miss the blessings that come from the trial and so I will use this blog to help me stay focused on the rainbows of my life.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Setting Things Straight

I really owe my husband an apology for coming unglued with him. I make no excuses for my behaviors. Yelling at him for seeing the picture differently than I was not right. Two people often see things differently. That is what makes each of us unique. In our 36 years of marriage we have been through some pretty rough times but we have always managed to pull out and overcome the trials. He has assured me that we will overcome this challenge too. We both have a lot to learn. I simply have to learn to look at things in a more positive way. I need to learn to let go and let God take over when I am feeling overwhelmed. I can not change Brian, only he can do that.I can only take responsibility for my own actions and work towards my own self- mastery. No more lectures, no more finger pointing, I just have to get through this and learn from this experience.

2 comments:

  1. Oh, Mom. Jason said he talked to you today and you sounded so much better. That makes me so happy! Your posts even sound happier. That's the best news I ever could receive! We love you so much!

    P.S. I put your name in the temple again today. We're praying for you!

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