Why the title for this blog?

I struggle with staying positive in the sight of adversity. It is very easy for me to dwell on the negative aspects of my situation and miss the blessings that come from the trial and so I will use this blog to help me stay focused on the rainbows of my life.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

A Note To All

I found out through the grapevine that this site is causing a lot of stress for people who are reading it. I want you to all know that it was never my intention to cause you stress. It is a very stressful time in my life right now and I need to have some way of letting go of it. I can not keep it bottled up inside of me and so to write down what is going on helps to relieve some of that stress.

I want you all to know that although a couple of the doctors have made some potentially very dangerous mistakes God has stepped in to protect me. I woke up this morning around two and was stressed out about Monday. It is not going to be an easy day and I am very scared. I am not going to go into details because it will cause me to only stress out more. I have to pray that the Lord will be with me to watch over and protect me and to give the nurses and doctors guidance and good judgment as they try to deal with the problems.I need to pray for peace and comfort and ask the Lord to release me from the anxiety which I feel. The Lord will help me through this.

5 comments:

  1. We'll be praying for you!

    P.S. I'm grateful for this blog - I'm thankful that you can keep everyone updated and let out your feelings at the same time. Thankyou for that.

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  2. I appreciate the fact that I can keep updated with all that is going on with you. It helps me to know what we can pray for in your behalf and have you in our thoughts daily. Thank you for keeping us posted and we pray everyday that you can face each trial as they come your way.

    Good luck on Monday!

    Love,
    Denise

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  3. Colletta, know that we are praying for you!!! The Lord does know You personally- and He knows what you Need-Continue Trusting in Him!!!

    Hugs and Kisses from the Ostvigs in Litchfield

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  4. Mom I am more than grateful that you are so open in you blogs. Dad forgot to keep me updated and now I can see what's happening so I can send love your way. You are no ordinary mom! Your better than super mom and Satan will never get through the love from dad, the kids and I and neighbors an everyone at church before he gets to you. *HUGS*

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  5. Colletta,

    We hope and pray that your treatment today goes as well as it can and that the Lord God will continue to support you!!

    Take care,

    Michael, Sarah, Linnea & Joshua Ostvig

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